2008 Resolution

1. Quit smoking
2. reduce my waist to 30 (currently 34) OMG~~
3. Pass all my paper with flying colour
4. Better pay job
5. grow taller(impossible, yet im still hoping miracle appear)
6. Have my own car

That should be it at the moment. Go Go Jia You!!

Finally got the time to update this blog of mine. Recently was carried away with tons of books, part-time studying while working was hectic sia. The project assigned to work on and revision slowing draining my H+A = Hyperactive energy away. Here, i wanna thanks Dearie for helping out in contributing into my project. >_<>~~

Due to rushing on my project ,facing sleepless nights. . . my body breakdown and was on medication leave. falling sick was bad enough, yet CC can lecture me for always being a ''sick person'' and absent from work, resulting fellow team mate to always cover my ass for me. Huh!! Who want to be a sick man suffering from unbearable pains!!! ARGH!!!

Wait, i not trying to post negative comment to my boss using my blog, but to express out the grievance that i need to accept. inst that life sucky. . .

Let pray . . . , pray that 2008 be a better year for us.

Cheerio~~

Recently , i'm under melancholic condition. Im not interested in anything, Low levels of enthusiasm and low levels of eagerness for everything. Althought im under stress with my studies, but that wont be the root of cause. Dont even need to say about work. . . .

I dont want to be like this. . .

I dont really greet people nowadays , or saying im indirectly ignoring everyone, i always put on a long face without knowing, i always pack my lunch back to office . . stay around from crowds. It because i find people dont want to talk to me as well.

Where do i get my cure. . . .

If you gonna ask me why im always moody.

It because im born to have that look!!

Finally, away 2007 and welcome the brand new 2008 soon , awaiting the Christmas and New Year near the corner, but here i am in a dilemma. . . . Ain't i supposed to be more cheerful ? thought I'll be enjoying the season period. . . thought I'm content with my present life and everything?

=(

After all those heartless creatures complaining, grumble and hatred toward Niki, i have to, reluctantly give you away, give you a new, better environment , away from those disgusting people.

No matter how wilful you are, how many time i need to clear the mess, i love you still. .No matter how noisy you are in the middle of the night, i love you still..No matter what, where and when, i remember once you are my little baby Niki. . .

I'll always remember the 1st time when we met,

I'll always remember your 1st bite,

I'll always remember the days spend with you.

I have to admit i cant give you the best and protect you . . . Niki . . I'm sorry, please forgive me

The memories we shared will always be in my mind


Daddy love you. .