Monday bluesS again, I'm been doing nothing in office , Boredom is killing mi~!~!~!~!

I make use of the free time, sat down and thought of alot of things. . Do i really like my current lifestyle? Can i trust people easily? How am i going to make my life better. . .

After every conclusion, i realised for me to trust people ,they have to be honest with me, not hiding thing or anything like white lies etc. Human being are one scary creature that knows how to hide their true feeling and put on a chameleon mask.

Or i should look at myself in the mirror why I'm so outcast by people. . . Haiz. . .
It either you treat me sincerely or pls stay away from me.