Just one month after the acquisition. . there are so many colleagues leaving. . . the feeling so suxX. Why am i still here? Why there isn't any job available? Everyday I'm dragging myself to work. . no motivation , but tons of work and just WORK~!~! my life is grey in colour. .

When am i able to change to a new working environment. . .

Every morning, im like dragging myself to work. . .

If you will to ask me why is that so, all i can say is . . .

Somehow i have regret about the past. . .

My life could have be better. . .